Things Narcissists Don’t Want You to Know

Good video, you made this information so plain and easy to understand

He is so beautiful a man. He can get so many women and he does. He sleeps with everything. I cannot believe how cruel he was to me at the end. I was hysterically upset. I hope I stay numb. All I can think is how the new girl will eventually lose her newness and he will keep discarding discarding discarding. But why do I still want him to come back again. I hate myself for falling at all.

This is all so very true to a T. It’s funny how the N in my life reacted to a new guy friend I got while he was off hooking up with a chick who is married and who looks and dresses like a bondage fetish queen . I know that was meant to hurt me but I expected it and I only laughed. She’s actually pretty kewl woman and of course they both lied about them having sec together. But I expected that too and honestly think if I play my cards right I can get no contact with him for reals. I’m planning a move once this happens. He has no clue at all about it. In mean time he sure didn’t like fact I have a new guy friend. And I’m not sitting home crying over fact he is a liar and a cheater who said one thing to me then same thing to another and another. I look at it like he in my past thank god. Right now he is here but I just go and do my thing. I leave him sitting and waiting for me. Which really means I’m gone and he is going through all my things, taking what he wants, and I’m sure there’s a hook up for Sex post on Craigslist by him since that’s what he is good at. But he has stolen all he can there’s nothing else to take. If there is I don’t care. I have to protect me not material goods. And I finally got the nerve to report his actions to police. I wrote a long detailed timeline history of all the fraud and stolen money, accounts I didn’t open in my name. I talked about how he had people coming into my house to take things when we were out somewhere. This only makes it harder to prove it’s him but after 8 years it’s pretty obvious. And sent it to the PROPER authorities. I think the straw that broke the camels back was him being too pushy about me picking him up from a out of town jobsite he was at and I felt like I was being set up and I didn’t goo.?the next day he said he stranded there and I just got in car and went like a fool. Naturally I picked him up and then my vehicle had sudden out of no where trouble which then was another hour gone from home. I get home and my dog is gone, I never found him. I looked every where. Sick thing is so did he. But his reaction wasn’t like normal. He knew this dog nine years ( I’ve known my N 15 yrs) and spent a lot of time with him. But my ex called that dog his dog even though I had the dog and knew he loved me most because I actually bonded with him and care for him . The dog being taken was because my N is pissed at my ex ( who’s a N as well) I looked and looked for my dog. He half assed looked. I went to animal shelter that day by myself because he fell asleep for 11 hours ( probably got up the minute I left) but bottom line is he knew I was wasting my time. And so after two weeks and him not leaving me alone to grieve . & my ex giving me shit cuz my N is at the house so he wouldn’t come down to help me look for OUR dog. I decided to report my last 8 yrs of this kind of thing to police. I didn’t say a word about doing it either. My ex is only one I told and next day my LEOPARD tortoise is missing which is impossible for him to escape his habitat and after 6 hours of looking he is found dead by N in a place I had just check 20 minutes prior and my tortoise eaten by ants which means he wasn’t alive and moved under deck where I’d just checked in that 20 minutes. That’s scary! That’s my life.

wow….very powerful. Lots to think about…thank you.